C++

Ok so this C++ course sucks. The stuff I've learned i'm having so much fun with, just sitting typing up little codes. What does this tell me? Later on I will love my job. but getting there well for the first time my life may not be as easy as i'd like it. Its rough and I doubt I'm passing so I'm going to have to make up for it from here on out. I will pull off a B!

Saturday is graduation and man am I nervous! Ok not really, the only hard part is getting up on stage. Did I mention that I hate standing up infront of people? Hate it! Plus its going to be 1 1/2 of sitting in the sun dying of heat. Or thats how long they say it will be.

After that I have my graduation party but I don't even want to go. I feel so ditched. Only a few of my friends are coming. The others have things that are more important. Heather is going fishing with her dad 'becuase my dad is more important' which I totally get but what I don't get is why can't she put off fishing? she goes fishing all the time over summer. I put so much on hold for her and others last year and they knew this was coming and now they dont' care so i'm a little hurt and it makes me not care about walking across the stage.

So anyways over all i'm feeling just a little depressed and to top it all off people have said bad thigns about the last rp tavern, and i had a feeling, and i ignored it, figured I could see how it went over. well it didn't go over very well. But I mean thats easy enough to fix. I'm jsut tired and there is so much work to do and well summer is supposed to be relaxing but in reality when i'm a full time student and playing wow i do a whole lot better.